J.P. Calderon

bigjay · Post by **bigjay** » Wed Jan 31, 2007 8:19 pm

Boys I am so excited right now! I watch The Janice Dickinson Modeling Agency and just saw that J.P. Calderon is coming out! So exciting because he is so awesomely hott!!!
If you don't know who he is google him, it is worth it! My god it makes me wish I lived in Long Beach, hott hott hott!!
He came out on the show and I can honestly say for myself he is the hottest, sexiest guy I have ever seen. Just absoluetly perfect in my eyes!!

Always · Post by **Always** » Wed Jan 31, 2007 9:35 pm

BigJay:

FYI - Calderon appears on the cover of Instinct magazine, a magazine that requires that its male cover models be openly gay. Instinct confirmed that Calderon came out as gay and he is featured in the February 2007 issue, including the cover, a photo spread, feature story and interview.

bigjay · Post by **bigjay** » Wed Jan 31, 2007 9:50 pm

Jay thanks for adding that I was just so excited and turned on that I forgot. He is just too super hott to me, ah god!! Thanks again

Matt · Post by **Matt** » Thu Feb 01, 2007 10:32 am

I like J P but I go more for TJ Wilkes from last season. That guy can fill out a speedo or a pair of 2xist.Matt

bigjay · Post by **bigjay** » Thu Feb 01, 2007 1:20 pm

I remember TJ in those shots. He is a hottie, but I will stick with J.P. he is just super gorgeous to me. I could eat him up, yummy!! I also read the article on Instinctmag.com and wow I feel like his life is so close to mine. Still so hott, okay I will quit that now.

Always · Post by **Always** » Thu Feb 01, 2007 6:04 pm

BigJay, don't stop now you are just getting started. So how about telling us what J.P. had to say in his interview in Instinct? Oh and feel free to add some commentary too.

bigjay · Post by **bigjay** » Thu Feb 01, 2007 9:03 pm

I will see what I can write about it. I enjoyed it and you can read it on the instinctmag.com website. It was emotional I think but I feel for him and it sounds a lot like me. Iwill see what I can do though.

Matt · Post by **Matt** » Thu Feb 01, 2007 9:34 pm

BigJ- It sounded like he had no intention of coming out

before this job offer that required it.Are you going

through this tough of time?We're here for you. Matt

bigjay · Post by **bigjay** » Fri Feb 02, 2007 7:01 am

Well my job does not require it. He was not going to before hand I believe because when his father was alive he helped JP suppress that feeling. So he always thought that it was completely wrong to like men and he thought that he will just go through life thinking he has a problem and no one needs to know. I think his major fears were how his family and friends would react to him as they are all he has left now. He also coaches young girls and things so he doesn't want their families to look at him any different or his teammates from the volleyball.
I feel for him, it can be hard. I am only bi but still any hint that I enjoy men, which I really really do, and my father could disown me. However I have been telling my best and closest friends lately. Not sure what has came over me, I think I just feel like I need to be me and have a lot of fun with whatever I want to do. So I need to let those important to me know to because it feels like I am hiding something and I am not that kind of person. So that is me right now! I know your behind me guys and I appreciate it to the fullest, hehe!

adam · Post by **adam** » Fri Feb 09, 2007 12:09 am

bigjay wrote:Well my job does not require it. He was not going to before hand I believe because when his father was alive he helped JP suppress that feeling. So he always thought that it was completely wrong to like men and he thought that he will just go through life thinking he has a problem and no one needs to know. I think his major fears were how his family and friends would react to him as they are all he has left now. He also coaches young girls and things so he doesn't want their families to look at him any different or his teammates from the volleyball.
I feel for him, it can be hard. I am only bi but still any hint that I enjoy men, which I really really do, and my father could disown me. However I have been telling my best and closest friends lately. Not sure what has came over me, I think I just feel like I need to be me and have a lot of fun with whatever I want to do. So I need to let those important to me know to because it feels like I am hiding something and I am not that kind of person. So that is me right now! I know your behind me guys and I appreciate it to the fullest, hehe!

Hi BIGJAY,
It is good that you have the courage to tell your best and closest friends of your sexual orientation bigjay.
It does take a lot of guts to do this,and iadmire you for it.It was hard for me to come out,but i was not going to live my life,acting who i am not.I am so much happy in my self,at the end of the day we all have to be what we are.Take care
adam
kiwi :D

bigjay · Post by **bigjay** » Fri Feb 09, 2007 9:10 pm

I think that once it comes out I will feel like there is a major weight off my shoulders, but I am still worried how some of my family and friends will take it. I suppose if they are really family and friends they will support me and be happy for me. Thanks guys!!

adam · Post by **adam** » Fri Feb 09, 2007 9:14 pm

bigjay wrote:I think that once it comes out I will feel like there is a major weight off my shoulders, but I am still worried how some of my family and friends will take it. I suppose if they are really family and friends they will support me and be happy for me. Thanks guys!!

Bigjay,
you are doing the right thing,just be strong buddie
live your life the way it makes you the most happy.
Take care
adam
kiwi :D